It’s so fucking hard to be in a relationship when you hate yourself. I can’t even be comfortable around my boyfriend because I’m so ugly and he’s so fucking good looking. I feel like I’m ruining my relationship but I can’t even help it. I fucking hate myself in every single possible sense of the word. Self loathing doesn’t even capture the hatred I have inside. I wish something did. It hurts so much sometimes.
Beau Taplin, "Hell exists." (via afadthatlastsforever)